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Saturday, June 30, 2007,Saturday, June 30, 2007
15 daes..!!!
ok...3 papers down 2 more to go..hahaz...
tis few daes dreamt abt some funny funny dreams..aLso dunno why..hahaz..
last nitez, i had tis super horror dream lor..
i dreamt tt when i went back..everybody said i became darker..!!!
OMG!!! so trauma lor...cannot..!!! i cant let tis happen to mi..sobz..hahaz..when i go back i muz do WHITENING!!!
hahaz..i shld juz bear with tis stupid cheena place de sun(30'C-35'C) and heat(feels like 38'C to 45'C) for juz another 15 daes...
juz another 15 daes tiLL i can see my muFFy and hug her to sLeep...and go eat my ajisen and pizza hut..wahahahahahahahaha...
so many things to look forward to..hohohoooohohohoooo...
and i cant wait to see aLL my PLAY mag and BBT xie zhen..whahahahahahahahaha....
but...15 daes is stiLL so near yet so far...
Friday, June 29, 2007,Friday, June 29, 2007
hahaz..change to a very pink de bLog..very nice rite..hahaz..I LOVE IT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!so got my style..and feel..hohohoooo..i got such a nice blog muz aLL thanks to my peabrain 121 rommie ah qinx..hahaz..cuz tis nice blog skin is she help mi find de and help mi change de and help mi made de..so..BIGG BIGG THANKSS!!! Ha Ha Ha... =pp PINK ROCKS MY WORLD!!! YEAH!!!
,Friday, June 29, 2007
其实幸福很简单
晚风吹地上有多美
蓝的视线忽然变得好轻微
你说这是三月的词汇
槐花香正随着夜色飞
很在乎月光多醒目
忘记有谁会在灯火澜珊处
千百回用尽力气去追
原来你早已用爱将我包围
以为最终幸福世上结局本最遥远
却在不经意之间它早已如此绚烂
其实幸福很简单就像你在我身边
静静看着你的脸也许了个心愿
温暖留在我心间
其实幸福很简单平安快乐到永远
轻轻靠着你的肩感受这温暖
不需要任何诺言
这就是快乐也是最平凡
每一刻都由你值得去挥霍
我不要你承诺你的所有
只要我们都记得
同一个幸福片段
其实幸福就是这么的简单
Thursday, June 28, 2007,Thursday, June 28, 2007
我内心的害怕,不安,无奈又有谁知呢?
闷啊!这一切快把我给闷死了。 =(
,Thursday, June 28, 2007
Yeah!the stupid bloody sucky boring c Lit exam is FINALLY OVER!!!
FINALLY!!! we aLL cant stand C lit lor..also dunno the purpose of studying c lit is for wat de...
as if we talk to ppl we wiLL曰,曰,曰meh..? NO LOR!
if we talk then曰,曰,曰 realli very fast wiLL kana chop by ppl le lor..and those stupid古人de language干我屁事啊?
they wan talk wat then talk wat lor..
why muz make us aLL learn wat they talk...purpose is wat...?
i realli dont understand..!!!
arghhh!!! we all study c Lit till wan siao le lor..arghh..!!!
but lucky its over le..hahaz..
FINALLY!!!
i can sleep in peace finally and not seeing all those古文floating infront of mi haunting mi to study them..
i am soooo stress up over tis c lit exam cuz I MUZ PASS!!!
i refuse to face the sickening C lit again when i go back to Singapore..
i was so stress tt i cant fall asleep last nitez, turning here and there in bed trying to get to sleep but cant...cuz once again i saw all古文passage floating infront of mi...arghhh!!!
but since its over now...can slack a bit le..hahaz..oopz..
3 more papers..heeheez...
once finish..everything wiLL be OVER!!!
hohohohohohohoooooo......
17 more daes...
so near yet so far..
haiz..
so depressed... =(
Wednesday, June 27, 2007,Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Huan..!!!
happi 19th Birthday...
=)
Have Fun & EnjOy!!!
Friday, June 22, 2007,Friday, June 22, 2007
sooooooooooooo stress!!!
sooooooooooooo stress!!!
haiz..everytime exam period my mama wiLL buy a lot of my fav food for mi to eat to help mi destress de..but now...no mama..i onli got myself..haiz...
onli got myself facing all the c Lit, history, philo books...haiz...realli feel like crying...haizz...
so sad and depressed...
23 more daes...
so near yet so far...
,Friday, June 22, 2007
张栋梁《重伤》趁着黑夜还未破晓之前
离开你你那时来还睡得很甜蜜
是否有察觉到我的一片苦心
是为了不让你逃避你自己
也许我还不够能力把你彻底忘记
至少我懂适当时离去
我受了重伤己不再对爱渴望
握紧的手始终要放
留得住的只是荒壤
我受了重伤离开只是种疗方
放手逃离伤心的海岸
遗憾的是没找到盲目的药方
多留一分钟就多痛一分钟
我该学会如何遗忘
只是一分钟就能从痛苦中释放
不必为了别人而伤
Love tis song of my zhang dong liang..its super nice de although its a old song..hahaz... =)
Thursday, June 21, 2007,Thursday, June 21, 2007
so sianz lor...becuz of the lousy internet connection i cant log into blogger lor...so muz lend com fr others to bLog..soooo sianz 1/2..haiz..as usual i muz say LOUSY COUNTRY WITH LOUSY THINGS!!!
becuz of the stupid exams aLmost every nitez i stayed up tiLL very late to study..and now my eyebags and dark circles are getting more and more serious le...sobz sobz...
i can onli say we aLL are sooooooo ke lian...!!!
i juz wanna sLeep in peace...but the moment i sLeep i saw aLL the teachers hauntin mi with aLL their subjects lor....so scary..they dont even let mi sLeep in peace...arghhh...!!!
never in my life had i felt so depressed b4 lor...haiz...so near yet so far....
i am tired of everything... =(
i juz wanna go home....!!!
,Thursday, June 21, 2007
4 more daes to exams..(haiz...)
13 more daes to end of exams...(hohoooooo...wahahahahaha...)
13 more daes to Shanghai trip(if possible...*pray hard*)
16 more daes to Beijing trip(yucks! Nobody wan go..)
24 more daes to HOME SWEET HOME..(hohohooooooo...!!! soooooooooo HIGH!!! And our bet on SIM ban mian is On from 12am on the 15th JuLy 2007...wahahahahahahahahahahahaha...)
Wednesday, June 20, 2007,Wednesday, June 20, 2007
25 more daes to HOME SWEET HOME...!!!
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOOOOOO....!!!
Tuesday, June 19, 2007,Tuesday, June 19, 2007
如果我可以过上无忧无虑的日子该有多好啊!
我要自由!!!
,Tuesday, June 19, 2007
am i realli asking for too much...?
everything wiLL not be the same anymore... =(
,Tuesday, June 19, 2007
why muz we have exams...?
can we not have exams...?
tis coming exams is making aLL of us sooooooooooo stress!!!
5 heavy modules with no study break...!!! why...?
haiz...wat can we say...? NOTHING!
np wont do anything...wat they wiLL do is to put more stress on us..
tis is wat they are cLever at ONLY!!!
USELESS PPL!!!
i had a dream last nitez, i dreamt of myself back in Sg and when i went back home,i saw 10 choc cakes on the table waiting for mi to eat them aLL up...my fav choc cake! but when i woke up its aLL a dream..haiz...
i wanna eat choc cake! my fav choc cake! when i go back i muz chiong go buy and eat...i swear!
26 more daes home...every1 is looking forward to it..
but...may not be everyone lah..but i can say..ppl fr rm 121,127 and huijun ah sohh and chin lam want to go home...!!! back to our HOME SWEET HOME!!!
juz 26 more daes then i can see my muFFy le...!!!
Sunday, June 17, 2007,Sunday, June 17, 2007
王子
沉默的月光惆怅着过往
泛黄了江山红窗泪激昂
一步一步踏着腐败
一口一口吸进尘埃
独自一人孤军奋战模糊的未来
我是孤傲的王子做我的故事
用泪稀释的往事渐渐消失
我是孤傲的王子优雅的固执
用我倔强的方式尽情放肆
我独自一步一步一步
一步地踏着腐败
一口一口一口
一口地吸进尘埃
过去现在明天未来我是否还在
我不我不我不我不敢期待
独自一步一步一步
一步地踏着失败
一口一口一口
一口地拒绝伤害
过去现在明天未来我是否还在
我不我不我不我不敢期待
错了再错
退到了绝境再退破碎到不能破碎
能挽回什么你就不肯说
我只能猜疑却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说谎我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下
我可以痛了再痛你可以错了再错
不甘心不闪躲只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你换着活你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
爱或痛彼此纠结悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累成了一片黑
伤痛都已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口泪无辜留下
你不如用乱箭射吧
即使我头也不回这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没
给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却捆住了我
不甘心不闪躲全为了失真的承诺
为什么连谎言你也给刺破
为什么连谎言你也不说
Saturday, June 16, 2007,Saturday, June 16, 2007
weekend again...
yesterday mi,qinx,wb,mz,eiLeen went out together...w/o lei cuz she need to dance...so ke lian..sobz..hahaz..
we went to bought thumbdrive...2GB for onli SGD$25!!!
and we bought a total of 10 thumbdrive..hahaz..
next mi,qinx and mz went to BOKU to buy bks and dvd..and tt eiLeen and wn went GL to bai jia..hahaz..oopz...
and i found tis very cute bk at BOKU...
the title of the bk is my name lor..."PING"...!!!
so cute rite..hahaz..
so i bought it...
but shld be quite a gd bk lah..with my name on it de is comfirm a GOOD bk..hahaz..
29 more daes...back home... =)
so near yet so far..
Friday, June 15, 2007,Friday, June 15, 2007
ta da...tis is my lappy wallpaper...
shuai bah..hohohohooooo.....
zhang dong liang soooooooooooooooooo shuai..!!!
ha ha ha...
hohohohohohoooooo.....
today is 15/6/2007...
1mth later we wiLL be HOME!!!..
hohohohoooooo...
HOHOHOHOHOHOOOO....
HOHOHOHOHOOOOOOO...
HOHOHOHOOOOOOOO....
30MORE DAES..!!!
Tuesday, June 12, 2007,Tuesday, June 12, 2007
是我自己太执着于这段友情,还是她们根本就不在乎呢?
我对她们来说到底算什么呢?
我不懂也不解。
Monday, June 11, 2007,Monday, June 11, 2007
everything is getting on my nerves..i cant stand it anymore...!!!! I HATE TIS FUCKING BLOODY COUNTRY AND THEIR FUCKING CHEENA PPL..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i realli feel like kiLLing all the cheena ppl....!!! if realli can i will realli do it..trust mi..!!!见一个杀一个!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am freaking angry...arghhh!!!! shit aLL cheena ppl...!!!!! 要建立一个文明社会?等久久吧!一辈子都做不到,下辈子也不可能!!! 死了这条心吧,你们永远不可能成为文明社会的!!!!! SHIT SHIT SHIT...!!! i am super ANGRY de...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KNN!!! KNS!!!
去死吧!都去死吧!arghhh...!!!!
我只能说你们够恨,够阴险,够贱!
是你们把我们逼我们到绝路的!
你们的所作所为让我们彻底的对你们失望绝望,也让我们看清你们的真面目!
说什么要像我们父母一样照顾我们,请问你们有做到吗?
没有!说一套做一套的伪君子!
只会说狗屁话!
拿你们的狗屁话去骗小孩可能有用,不要想来用在我们身上,没用的!!!!
少在那里做表面工夫了,少假了!
Wednesday, June 06, 2007,Wednesday, June 06, 2007
steal some from ah sohhh de bLOG...GREAT JOB AH SOHH...!!!
hahaz..
Brave kids don't lose their smiles in times of hardship.
Yes and we are BRAVE KIDS!!我们绝不会被这烂地方打倒的,我们一定可以凯旋而归的。。。哈哈哈。。。
我们只可以考自己,对于大人们,我们已经彻底放弃。
没有一个大人是真正关心我们的,他们说一套做的又是另外一套。阴险!
只有自己的父母是真正爱我们和关心我们的。
要骂要指责吗?省点吧!我们不是洋娃娃,我们不会让你们这些大人任由摆布的!
Tuesday, June 05, 2007,Tuesday, June 05, 2007
wanted to post tis entry yesterday ...but once AGAIN the lousy internet connection was down because of the tiny mini rain..haiz...BWG!!!
我真的不懂老师们为什么不能理解我们的感受,他们完全不懂我们在这里有多难熬,老师们要的只是成绩。成绩真的有那么重要吗,重要到我们的感受都可以不顾吗?拿到95分真的就可以代表一切吗?
为什么每天只会来质问我们为什么成绩考出来会那么烂,每天为什么那么累,上课为什么没法专心?难道这都是我们的错吗?给我们这种烂房间,每天要睡觉时都会听到cheena人在门口大声喊叫,请问这样谁睡得着?每天面对四面墙,面对一模一样得人事物,谁受得了?有时要有一点私人空间都没有,想要透透气得地方都没有,每天把我门困在这样一个狭小得房间我们会好受会舒服吗?不是每个人都可以适应这种环境的,每个人都是一个个体,有些人可以适应但有些人不可以,难道你们不明白吗?在这种每天受到压迫的地方生活,成绩会好吗?我们受到的心灵创伤又有谁知道,又有谁来关心我们?我们用逛街来抒发情绪抒发压力难道有错吗?难道我们在这里每天只能都面对书本,读书,读书,还是读书吗?我们来这里不止要面对课业的压力,同时也要面对思乡之苦,也要处理同房朋友之间的人际关系,天气的变化等等。我们在这里真的好受吗?
我认为这次的交流根本一点意义都没有,我们也没有跟任何中国学生交流到,也没有学到该学的事物,这样的交流真的有意义吗?我真的非常怀疑。难道要我们学中国人随地吐痰吗?学他们在公共场所大声嚷嚷吗?学它们随地乱丢垃圾吗?这些恶习我们一点都不想学!来到这里我才终于知道为什么很多人都讨厌中国人,因为中国人跟新加坡人比起来真的是差太多太多了!我现在不止讨厌中国,我是憎恨这里,憎恨这里所有的人事物,憎恨这里的一切的一切!!!
我真的觉得我快支持不住了,在继续待在这个地方我真的会崩溃!
40天后就要离开这不是人该住的地方。我们一起祈祷吧。
The only thing tt i learn from tis whole trip is tt I LOVE SINGAPORE AND I HATE TIS BLOODY CHEENA PLACE..!!! tts all tt i can say..